To Summarize

I wonder why did I ever stop writing. I love writing. Essays, I mean (don't think I'm creative or patient enough to write a story for more than half chapter): giving out my opinion about the world and trying to make each time more persuasive than the other. I guess at first I said I was 'blocked' when my favorite teacher suddenly left school, without giving any notice, just after he said that would be our greatest year so far. Now, when I look to myself I can't recognise any part of me. And regardless of what people always say, it wasn't a change for the best. I look at my reflection and wonder where did my spirit go, where's the person I used to be, and that I want to be once again. But when I think of thing such as this I get so depressed that I simply change the subject, and pretend as if it never happened. Guess that if I wanted to be a better person, or at least more at ease with myself, I should start creating some serious selfcontrol and willpower (not so sure if this is even a word, or more important, the word I want to say, but never mind).

Today was the first day that I've ever had school's classes on saturday. Was actually pretty cool. And something good finally happened to me, because at last I learned how to use clubbox, I'm sooo glad for soompi's tutorial :D

And now, to light up the mood a bit, I'm going to post a video of Shonen Club, think the date of the episode was 4th of February.. Not so sure.. Anyway, it's the Bouken Medley! Shoon and Taiyo sang Sayaendo with ABC's Tsuka; then Kawai from ABC sings do!do!do! with some Kis-my-ft2 dudes (sorry, i never remenber thei names XD); Yamada, Yuto and the other little ones sing Honey Beat; then Hikaru sang Fly High with Kitty; and Yabu sang Summary with other juniors :D I really like this medley all the songs were great, but my favorite gotta be Summary, and not just because Yabu is singing this one ;D Ah~~ just talking about this makes me feel better..

2007.02.04 [SC] bouken medley
Video sent by irea

bye bye!